This one doesn't end with tofu but maybe it should

I wasn't fired today.

Not that I actually expected to be fired necessarily, but I was absolutely anxiety-ridden that I had done something exceedingly wrong without any knowledge of having done it. I won't bother to explain my irrational thought process, but let me tell you that all I could think was what if I have to quit to save face? What would I do? Sell the house? Move in with my parents? Join the army? Go back to college? Go back to college for what? With what money???

But, I wasn't fired today. And they didn't ask me to quit. They actually claimed that I'm doing a pretty darn good job.

Huh.

So tomorrow...well, tomorrow I get a brand new computer and I move to a brand new cube and I get to start over. I'm starting everything over these days. Let me break it down: it feels good and it sucks. Equally.

From the immortal words of Spoon - "Everything hits at once."

True dat.